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...the END of the WoRlD...

i have reached the END of my RoPe and yet i remain ALONE...

Created on 2005-01-09 16:01:19 (#5705584), last updated 2006-03-27

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Name:BlackSmerf
Birthdate:01-20
Location:Cape Coral, Florida, United States
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i walk around in this cold hateful wOrLd ALONE
forever ALONE
not a care in the wOrLd
beacuse im all ALONE
FUCK this SHIT
i dont need it anymore
you dont need LiFe when your all ALONE
i've reached the END...
the EdGe of the cliff...
i try to jump off...
but i've reached the END...
the END of my wOrLd...
and yet i remain ALONE...
forever ALONE...
forever FORGOTTEN...
forver ALONE...
'let go' they say
they dont want me anymore
'let go' they say
they want me ALONE
'let go' they say
as i slowly realize
'let go' i say
for im the one holding on to them
'let go' i say
because i dont need them anymore
'let go' i say
cuz now they are the ones who've steped to the EdGe
'let go' i say
as i watch their faces turn to horror
'let go' i say
as i do just that
'i let go' i cry
as i stare into the abiss
'i let go' i cry
as i realize theyre still here
in my heart
and on my mind
'but i let go!' i cry
'so why are you still here?'i ask
fighting the tears that are coming
'beacuse if were here then your not ALONE' they reply
i stare in disbelief
'but i want to be alone' i argue
'free from you-free from life!' i plead
the tears streaming down my face now
'too bad were here to stay' they snicker
i know what they want now
they want my sOuL
my sPiRiT
my wOrLd
they want me but i wont let them have me
'wwere here to ruin your life...again' they sneer
'oh FUCK it! FUCK you and yours! your not stealing me again!'
BITCH
oh well...i still have my RoPe
and im still at the END
*lets go*
'goodbye all'
its been nice being ALONE all my LiFe...

~if you understood this and followed it and whatever please explain it to me cuz it all just came out and it merges about 3 or 4 different ideas together so ill try and fix it and make it easier t follow tho im sure noone cares cuz noone ever reads this shit anyway...oh well...
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